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Wednesday, September 5, 2007

Things of mine to see:

Thanks everybody for cheering me up a little. I have overnight now to decide what's happening with my piano lessons. If I can't say that I want to go on tomorrow morning, then I'm giving it up.

But I'm afraid that I'll stop taking lessons, and then if I want to pick them up again, I'm stuck going at midnight. (Exaggeration, but you get the point.) What I think I'm going to do is work my tail off Wednesday evening and after Driver's Ed Thursday and then go to lesson at least once more. Then I can ask her what she thinks. She'll probably be just as shocked as everyone else, but if it has to be done it has to be done.

I do still feel rather bleh though. This is compounded by actual physical feelings. Tonight, I was last to get my plate for dinner, and I barely got anything. It's been like this the past few nights. I almost want to just stand up and yell I'm fucking starving here!, but that'd be kinda rude. It's not like we're poor or anything, it's just we've been buying smaller portions of meat, and that's most of what I want to eat!

People at school seem to think it's strange that I haven't had a girlfriend since freshman year. Since most of them still don't know I'm a wolf, I just tell them that I'm not interested in a relationship at this point, but the reality is that as far as I can say now, I'm never going to be interested in a relationship like that. Especially after the first two, no thanks, I'm screwy enough as it is.

Anyways, it's like midnight, and I have school tomorrow.

*howls*
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